I saw a rainbow

We often look back, sometimes infront and sometimes look down.
How often do we look up to the sky and pray with hope?

There' s a rainbow in the sky all the time dont be blind
there's a rainbow in the sky all the time dont be blind
dont be blind

Said you im living in my fantasy
but is you who is blinded by reality
the material world means so much to you
you just can't get what im telling you

Cause in a town called sorrow there was joy
yes and there i met painless fear
freed he expressed emotions that egos fear
my life is full of colors yeah my mind is clear

Found i mercy in every sunrise i am born again from the womb of the night
all i have i have left behind
minds eye eyes eye a light will shine

Communicating with plants

Today i talked to some essential oils which are purely extracted from flowers and plants.

My pick was sandalwood, geranium,teatree and eucalyptus.

They all represented certain characters and meanings...which surprisingly speaks about me.

Unbelievable how us human can actually connect with plants and flowers.

This is actually a kind of aromatherapy which heals your ownselves with what your body needs the most.

Energy created from extract of these does a magic by balancing out our energy in the body.

A box of chocolate

Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you will get..

In one of my dream the past few days, i dreamt that i received a gift.
Its a set of chocolate series stationeries.They arent made from real chocolate but looks like.
There is this chocolate pencil case, eraser,chocolate ruler which is a chocolate bar etc

I got up feeling blessed as i have got mostly what i have been wishing for lately.
It is almost like picking my own favourite flavor of chocolate.
Its a much contented feeling compare to a surprise that am getting!
In my life right now, am wondering what kind of chocolate will i get this year..
Am excited and happy no matter what i get as they will still be a box of chocolate :)

Insomnia

I had a terrible sleep last night..i seriously think i should invest on a new mattress.
Spending 8 hours on it every night for years i should have slept on something which is super duper comfort.
I will really consider spending thousands on a really nice bed, will you?

Last night, had so called insomnia hits.I figure out, insomnia could be cause by over thinking on 3 possible issues..things which not yet been done / things which has already been done/things which are not figure out yet to be done or has done.
What i can possible explain why this happen to me is that i am
repeating thinking on things which have not been done and i pretty much wish to.
Thats really keeps my mind awake thinking on them.
Life is so short, maybe mine; i have so many things that i wish to do..sighhh
I have recently updated my bucket list-a life list, life goals which you can start living the best out of yourself.
"You measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you" now this is really something am looking forward to:)
My ultimate goal is to find a someone who can share and appreciate my goals together with me and i truly knows he is out there..

With heart or with mind?

I often think alot after watching a movie.Recently, seen "Doubt".Its an Intellectual movie revolving around the fight for justice and the struggle between truth, faith, indifference and uncertainty.

Doubt forces you to view the story from each different perspective offered.
You begin to understand the plight of an old fashioned nun whose beliefs are the foundation of her existence.
You are awed at her dogged determination to see justice prevail.
As the story deepens, your trust in her motives starts to waver.
You wonder if it is truly justice she is seeking or whether her real motive is to eliminate a man who is embracing change and attempting to break the monotony of racism and indifference.
You contemplate the indecision of the naive nun who only wants tranquility to resume.
You heart is in turmoil as you observe the struggle and try to grasp the reality of a child's mother.
You grow to appreciate the dreams and hopes of the church priest and are continually uncertain whose side you are on.

It certainly puts me in for a roller coaster through right, wrong, faith, reality, morality, and of course, doubt.
Doubt straddles the line of right and wrong down the wire..thus leaving me wondering sometimes when we have to make a decision , do you follow your heart or you follow your mind?

A movie that change a thinking and might change a life

Watched a dvd last night <<Julie & Julia>>.
Ebullient, witty, and wonderfully warm-hearted Julie & Julia is a celebration of how to live life to the full.
As age slowly verging towards 30 i started to wonder that i havent really did any big acomplishment in the past 28 years..honestly never really lived fully.
Sometimes a movie came along and sent a message that could change a person's thinking thus life.
Just at this blink of right time, i realised that am also leading a life much alike to julie powell.Having no big acheivements to claim as a success in my life.Ok, actually not having something meaningful which i can say in a way of influencing or helping others.
I never really finish alot of things in my life that i thought i will..Its not that am not good at it, but it is that i was doing all these things for others and not for myself!That somehow explains the determination and forces that i probably need.
Well, no more excuses and explanations..right now right today..
I wanted to be like Julia.Having a heart of a child and finds happiness easily.Just everywhere around us.
I wanted to be like Julie too.Find something to acomplished before i find myself meaningless...
And all these are going to be for my own..will have to start stopping doing things for others sake.
I love myself more and more everyday:)  

Fallen Angels

http://vimeo.com/19121097

Do you sometimes thinks people around you are maybe one of the disguised fallen angels?
Beautiful from the inside=angels from above, Beautiful from the outside=angels on earth